Open Diary: Peace, Karma, and Knowing I’m That Chick

Hi Lovelies…

It’s been a minuttteeeee!!!!! A different kind of Love came into my life and showed me exactly what I needed to release and drop in this season of my life.

Let me tell you… this energy I’ve been in lately? It’s called PEACE and babyyyy, I’ve been loving every second of it. Challenging ummmmm somewhat, but guess what God don't play around here. He sent Love to challenge me in spaces I needed to truly elevate.

For the first time in a long time, I can look around and say: “Damn, I really came far.” Not just physically because sis has been in the Gym… but emotionally, spiritually, and energetically.

I’m not who I was 3 months ago & baby this beautiful glow is GLOWING.

✨Gratitude Hit Different When You’ve Been Through the Storm

Sometimes you don’t realize how far you’ve come until you’re finally still or when someone finally mirrors the beauty of who you truly are… In those moments of Love when the chaos quiets and you’re able to hear your spirit say: “Trust the Unseen.” That Love really started during the loss of my cousin and a trip to Jamaica for me to actual hear, feel and see spirit and the message.

I’ve been reflecting, breathing, and just being. Not chasing. Not forcing. Not shrinking.

Just being......And now that we’ve stepped into the second half of this calendar year, it’s time to drop all the tings that no longer serve you. Drop the tings that make you feel unworthy, drop the tings that make you question that dope ass spirit. It is time to put everything that supports your growth ahead of anything that’s not! Love taught me that!!!

This is the season to stop feeding distractions and start watering purpose.

💫 7, 8, 9, 10 Energy—Did You Catch It?

I really hope you used that powerful spiritual lineup to your advantage.

7 (Awaken)

8 (Step into Power)

9 (Release & Completion)

10 (New Beginning)

🌟 Wait, What is the 7/8/9 Portal?

The numbers 7, 8, and 9 represent spiritual growth in stages:

• 7 → Awakening & Inner Wisdom

• 8 → Power, Abundance & Manifestation

• 9 → Completion, Release & Spiritual Mastery

As we move from July 7 → 8 → 9, we move through:

• 7: Aligning with your higher self, seeking divine wisdom.

• 8: Stepping into your personal power and claiming what you desire.

• 9: Letting go of what no longer serves your purpose to make room for the new.

This is a mini journey of awaken → align → release.

July 10th Full Moon = Emotional Clarity & Freedom

This Full Moon arrives as the final clearing of this energetic portal. Full Moons bring completion, clarity, and closure and this one is all about setting yourself free from emotional patterns that no longer match who you're becoming. So release that shit or spend the next 7 to 8 years repeating the same shit. Who wants to do that? NOT ME!!!

Expect emotions to rise. Expect clarity to come through conversations, dreams, or stillness. Expect your spirit to call you to release something you’ve been holding onto for too long. Hard but you do not want to block that blessing.

If you were paying attention, the energy has been dropping some serious gems lately. And if you allowed yourself to sit still long enough, you probably got some clarity that’s ready to take you to your next level according to God’s plan.

🔥 My Truth Moment: Karma Taught Me Real Quick

Let me be real with y’all…The last 3 months? LOL. A good karmic lesson came and snatched me by the edges but not in a bad way.

People hear "karma" and automatically think punishment. But let’s be clear, Karma isn’t always bad.

Sometimes karma shows up to test your growth. It asks:

• Are you going to fold under pressure?

• Are you going to stay in the same cycle, or will you finally choose you? ME

• Are you willing to release what's no longer serving you, so the things that are truly worthy of you can finally find their way?

• Are you moving in your healthy chakra vibes space?

  
  

And baby I passed that test. Not perfectly. Not without tears.

But with truth, grace, and strength.

🧿 I Remembered Who TF I Am

These last few months reminded me:

• I am worthy

• I am loved

• I am dope AF

And sometimes it takes that wild karmic pop quiz to show you your own reflection not the one filtered through pain or people-pleasing, but the one dripping in divine confidence.

💌 To You, My Lovely Chakra Vibe Tribe

Don’t fold.......Don’t forget........Don’t downplay your progress just because it doesn’t look like what you imagined. Trust me I had to say this to myself many times.

We’re stepping into a chapter where only alignment gets access.

Only peace gets priority.

Only love that pours back in gets to stay.

So if you've been tested—congrats.

You’re not being punished.

You’re being promoted.

Congratulations Gems, you have remembered your worth!!!! Now let's trust the process & enjoy that work you put in. Ase

Tammy

P.S. Get out and celebrate yourself. Let your hair down, healing is never ending. Stop and enjoy your progress!!! Yes you got to do the work, but are you celebrating the work you have done????? Pause and reflect then most of all GIVE THANKS!!!!!

Thank you to Pure Poetry Live at Karma DC for a dope night!!!